I lost it again. That is my ability to type. This has remained a constant problem for me. Some days I am able to type better then others. Some days it gets so bad that I can't even type a single character. Those times are very hard for me. There is no other way then, but to wait patiently and let the tide turn in your favor. It feels like all the strength in the fingers has been lost and nothing in this world would help it.
I am not able to write one post per day. Its hard for me to find topics to write on. One more week has gone by and I have nothing much to write about. I just dream of doing things but in actual do nothing much. A very big lazy fellow that I have become.
Reason for blogging
It is difficult to write - from where do I start writing. A lot of ideas are simultaneously hitting my head.
So let's first talk about the reason for starting this blog again. The main idea behind starting this blog was to fight against the boredom in my life. You see like everybody else, I too have 24 hours to spend in a day, but unlike everybody else I have nothing to do - completely, absolutely nothing to do. Being deaf and a quadriplegic makes matter worse.
For that matter I have a job but there is nothing for me to do and for how long can one keep doing the same sort of crappy things over and over again and again. A few days back I completed 13 years of my job. It is not like I am in a wrong profession or the profession I did not like - I most certainly wanted to be a computer engineer. Today also I get a lot of satisfaction in writhing a computer program. But due to being a deaf and a quadriplegic I am stuck in the same place with no growth and nothing new to learn. Its getting very stagnant out there.
Apart from the job, I have tried my luck in the share market. I lost Rs 850//- on them.
Blogging is the third one of my tries. Let us see how it goes. Fingers crossed.Hopefully it would give good results.
One good thing is that there is no tension or worry in my mind. The only thing is boredom or monotony setting in my life. If I could fight that I would be a happy man. At least there would be something to look forward to after getting up in the morning i.e. the comments of others.
Some people have suggested playing games, Soduku puzzles etc but I have no interest in them. I wish I had some interest in playing games. I could have zoomed away by playing my favorite games but alas that is not the case. I like reading books too but unable to find out suitable titles to read. Can you suggest me some other books to read.
In other words you can also say that this blog of mine is a desperate attempt by me to fight boredom.
Back to blogging
Ladies and gentlemen,
I have started to blog again. My main aim is to find and make new friends here. Blogging is a great medium to express oneself and right now I am not able to think what all I will write about but will try to come up with new ideas.So keep watching this space closely.
About my distant friend Amrit
Here is what I can come up about my distant friend Amrit. Enjoy...
1. Family oriented person.
2. Loves his wife and daughter a lot.
3. Is an introvert.
4. Doesn't speak much
5. Have few friends
6. Keeps neat and tidy
7. Good at numbers. Can remember phone numbers
8. Patient, never in a hurry
9. Believes in God but not much spiritual.
10. Writes nice poetry
11. Cares about animals and wildlife
12. Does not smokes nor drinks
13. Loves to roam about
14. Passionate about history, architecture and culture
15 Writes very nice short stories
16 Loves photography
17. Reading an interesting book is a great pass time for him.
18. Loves to write [on the blog].
19. Kind hearted and a good natured person
20. Always ready to help others.
21. Has a good sense of humor and likes to joke around
22. Loves occasional parties
23. Is a little bit stubborn.
24. Is a miser
25. Loves to plan everything before
Today I chatted with 3 people simultaneously for a long time, without neglecting even a single one.
I am very Happy with the state of my mind right now. I want many things more but I am Happy now too. That is the only thing that's important in life. All this is due to blessings of God and love and care of family and friends. Thank you all.
For THE first tIME EVER no friend is visible online on GTalk. Amusing and sad at the same TIME.
There was a time when I was able to type just 7-8 characters out of 26 and now you see - atleast 20 are present. I know many are missing like z and q and maybe v too. But now you see I am back on track. Thanks to the Almighty God for it Now I can chat with friends, type emails, reply to blog posts etc etc. Life has become much better again.
Life has its own twists and turns. Sometimes small things make you very happy while big things fail to do it and vice versa.
Today I am very happy and satisfied with whatever I have. I don't know why its so even when nothing new or great has happened.
I was not keeping well since few days hence my absence from blog world. Hopefully I am back with a bang. I have started reading Chetan Bhagat's new novel - Revolution or something like That. He writes good love stories which I like to read. Hopefully it will Turn out to be a good one.
The most difficult part is to fill The void. I m very lonely.
I was very angry and frustrated with myself because I was unable to type. Now too its very hard. But I never lost hope and tried and tried. Will power and constant practice was required. Hopefully I will keep typing like This only.